Bored

So school has officially started up which means that summer is officially over. I'll admit it, I'm sad about it. I feel like this past summer has been kind of magical being newly married and in love and just mainly getting to spend time with Tim. Well now he's off to school and for the most part, I don't have a job. So right now I'm sitting at home being pretty bored. This summer I was supposed to soul search and job search to find something for the fall and really...it just didn't happen and I still don't know what I want to do. So now that Tim's gone I feel like i desperately need to find something so that I don't slowly fade away during the day when he's gone. Thankfully, I've been kept on as a lifeguard for the rec center so I'll bring in something. However, it's only about 10 hours a week. I need a job. Or at least something to boost up my energy level. I think I might want to go swim laps a lot now. Maybe pick up triathlons or something...jk kind of. Anyway...I'm going to try doing some more blogging to help fill my time until I'm able to figure out what I really want to do. This is a venting blog post. Now that I've done this I'm going to go and do something productive since Tim is working so hard.