Baby Hungry

I'm just gonna say it.  Sometime I get really baby hungry.  There it is.  Take it for what you will.  I really want a baby.  I know that once you say it it's more inevitable to happen.  or the reverse. it won't happen at all.  i'll jinx myself.  i don't know. i don't care. i don't want to hold it in anymore.  i want a baby.  the thing is, it's not the right time yet. we have a few things we need to get figured out before we can have an addition to our family.  but the desire is there.  i think that's good.  it means if we ever accidentally got pregnant we'd be fine with it.  but for now, we're being responsible and trying to have a life plan.  in the mean time though...i look at cribs on ksl sometimes or wish that i could paint one of the extra bedrooms with an excuse, instead of me just wanting it to be a different color.  a light...possibly pastel color...